WelcometotheBatcave

I feel like I need validation for living right now. It's really stupid. I swear I am not depressed, I just have no idea what to do with myself. I lack motivation I think. You would think that bettering my life would be a motivation but it isn't. I feel like I am waiting for something and it's really starting to irritate me. On the bright side, I have been working really hard on my anxiety. I can't tell if what I am doing is just ignoring what scares the hell out of me (which is everything) or if I am really starting to believe in God. I always thought I believed in God but I was in the mindset of,"Why is He letting this happen? Why can't you